我活在虚幻中

夜的第一天
梦迷人
完美的想法
听着LUDWIG VAN BEETHOVEN的“MOONLIGHT SONATA”
寂静

我哭了

haha
laz post is my coursework ...
english composition reli is super duper hyper rubbish ...
argh !!!!! ><
wat da hell is tat ?

sad 2day ....
bcoz of the essay , essay , essay !!!!
lecturer asked us to write a 450-words essay ...
is hard for me ...
but mayb is easier for others ...
i cant completed it in 1 hour
ever i searched info b4 i went to class ...
no one can help me in this case ....
except god ....

why only god can save myself ?
why the god won't make me perfect in nez second ?
why god still dun 1 save me ?
why? why ? why ???

i dare to tell everyone
da subject i most dislike is
ENGLISH COMPOSITION
ya !
is ENGLISH COMPOSITION
it will make me feel uncomfort b4 the class , in the class , n also after the class
i am not brave enough to walk into da class

bcoz it is english subject
the other reason is i m weak in ENGLISH !!!

i hv try my best to improve English
but
i hvn't get d result ...

i m angry now !!!
studied 1 month ady ...
no result !!!
i waste my 1-month !!!!

quite disappointed ...

will i retake ENL 101 in nez semester ?

oh ! no !!!!!!!
i don't want ........

i hv no motivation anymore ....
try to disappear from this world
T-T